For Carolyn Uzelac, my lovely Campaigns lecturor

I've been out too long.

I haven't been laying my head on the bunker bed for a few days. I've been out quite a lot lately, doing stuff that I love and slacking all around about town. I loved doing things I love to do, so to speak.

I didn't let myself to be on my own while I was out. I found comfort in one's company. I surround myself with people I adore and value them. I somehow felt that I've escaped reality and wandered on things I want to do with them.

But then, when I finally got back on my own, I begin to contemplate. I felt that the more I get exposed to these things I love, the more I start to realize that maybe -just maybe, music, songwriting, wanting a relationship -they're all just temporary.

I begin to question once more on the purpose of me being in Melbourne.. is this place a wake up call for reality?